Boring.

Okay, Im so fucking bored and I mean there is nothing to do in this whole fucking place. I want to leave and skip school but i know if I do my parents will eventually find out somehow, which is gay. [[[totally]]]. I have tons of people to call and have them come pick me up and just chill with them the rest of the day until I have to go home. Im starving, there is no one to talk to and well my cell phone has no fucking service which sucks dick. But you know whatever I dont give a fuck. Im tired and I want to take a nap but im afraid to lay down because I am going to mess up my hair. [[[Also Gay]]]!!! I have having to go to school longer than anyone else, its now fair at all. I fucking wake up at 5 am and get home around fucking 4:30 in the fucking evening. I should have the rights to be able to go home like everyone else, But NOOOO! the stupid teachers are like its against the rules. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, my arms hurt, and so do my legs[[[MY WHOLE FUCKING BODY HURTS]]]. Im typing a journal because I have nothing better to do. The teacher in this classroom is so fucking boring and she tells me to get to work in which I just ignore her and go on with what im doing. I dont give a fuck what she thinks about me, it doesn't bother me none, I mean she can have her own opinion but fuck her, I dont like her so she needs to stop talking to me. This morning was gay! I couldn't find my friend Ayla and then my ex boyfriend came up to me and was like "Why dont you love me anymore?", and all this other stuff. It made me so angry. Then I fucked up on my bag in clothing class which was also very very [[[GAY]]]! I think after I get out of this class im going to call Paulie and have him come pick me up so I dont have to go over to the other school for fucking 3 and a half more fucking hours. [[[FUCK]]] NOW my fucking shoulder hurts like fucking hell. RAWR! Now I am going to explain the whole reason why I go to school for 9 fucking hours a day. Okay well after I got out of 8th grade I decided it would be better to go to alternative school for my freshmen year in highschool too, So I did go to alternative school in 9th grade and that was the most stupidest idea I have ever fucking came up with && after the whole killing myself incident my mom decided to put me in the regular high school half time so now I go for three classes at the regular high school which is a long ass time. So I get up like everyone else and I get off school 2 hours after everyone, which is really fucking gay, Because now right when I get home I go to sleep for the rest of the night.